This morning I am grateful for all the evidence that I am going in the right direction, nudge after nudge, when will I get completely out of my own way? I am grateful for the ease of it, how contrary it is to what I have been thinking it’s supposed to be all this time. I am grateful for friends visiting and pool parties. I am grateful for my comfort zone, knowing the boundaries well; grateful to know what’s past the border and for whatever that thing is that has me step over the threshold.